i'm in the process and i hate all of this

in the process of looking for a new place where to live.
where? brooklyn, where else?
why? why i need a new place? because my lease is almost gone and i had to confirm or not but now i'm alone(he left me) and anyway novas was such an asshole during last winter that i really haven't any reason to try to stay there an look for a mate.
why brooklyn? because manhattan will be only when i'll be able to have a 360 degrees windowed apt at the 110th floor of an uptown building from which i will drink my wine looking at the lights an planning my next trip for bolivia ( i assume that at that time i will have been to argentina several times).
so brooklyn is the place. where in brooklyn?
Park Slope, Boerum Hill, Brooklyn Heights, Carroll Gardens, Cobble Hill, Prospect Park till Bay Ridge, Kensington, Windsor Terrace...
None of them, all of them. Park slope was the first, i know and i loved (maybe liked) it, and today it seems i have chances to stay here for one more year. carroll gardens to dive into the real brooklynian italian culture. Boerum hill, quite and the elegance close to all i could need (nothing...), brooklyn heights, just to look at downtown all nights under the bridge and wait for the snow coming down. Prospect Park, to do not feel too far from what i have been living in for 1 year(and close to capoeira's gym). Bay Ridge, too far but close to the sea and to a different life. Cobble Hill, to go home walking the Brooklyn Bridge. Then Kensington, Windsor Terrace and many others i don't really know. all the (something)ville as i named them i had fun walking by but i do not like at all. I already choose or better, as usual i did not because it is not only up to me. nevermind, i will never be there and i'm sorry for this but i'll be somewhere else and i hope it will be ok. maybe i will change my train, no more R: will be 2 or 3 or C or who knows.

right know i'm just getting mad for all of this....

posted by io @ 2:51 PM